My opinion could change today, but I’m responsible anyway For second or third hand information That complicates the complication And I don’t think before I speak And I don’t know how far my words reach So wrong nearly every time, that I’m sorry I speak my mind If what I said was unkind Now it feels like I’m on fire It’s burning the world through But don’t hold it against me, ‘cuz I know you’re lying, too Is there any need for apology? There’s no reason to believe me Judgments born in my jealous mind, creeping inside outside Connections I’ve made never follow through And sooner or later disappoint you Or cross you twice when your back is turned, that’s how I’ve learned That someone has got to be burned Now it feels like I’m on fire, these words are not the truth But don’t hold it against me, ‘cuz I know you’re lying, too Feels like I’m on fire, it’s burning the world through Don’t let me fall without someone to hold on to Someone to hold to, someone to hold on to
By Flaming Lips. Absorbed to the soul on Wednesday, 2.31 am 18th Feb 209
hmmm.. cant think of one. a big sister should control on what you do. a little brother should adores you. a big brother always protects you. but what this little sister can do?
i think all she can do is. to remind you about how important your life is, because she really cant live without you.
I've learned to drive and i drive my own car everyday now i've done 3 times trip back to lombok and bali after i took the intensive french course for 3 months before i went to china. and now i mixed my french with my mandarin, because i did live in china for a year to learn mandarin, chinese calligraphy & painting..
my novels were arranged alphabetical, now its not anymore. i am addicted to CNN news, i got myself a new hardisk, it crashed 2 years ago, lost all my mp3s and so many more. i've had 4 designs of name cards since then, my cds cassettes and dvds now are alphabetical, and i still havent watched many of it. framed rolling stones & beatles poster have been there for years. i've been browsing design sites, chinese sites, music sites, translator sites, sites about dogs, sites about art and artists, gourmet sites, travelling sites, history sites, interesting story sites, tvshow sites and many more you can find everywhere, anything beside dating sites.
i didnt plan to gather friends from all over the world, but i did. i didnt plan to travel to South East Asia, but i do. i didnt plan to work for a wildlife conservation NGO, but i am now.
i still want to learn how to ride motorbike i still want to travel all over australia i still want to learn more french i still want to learn more mandarin and chinese arts
dreams always be dreams but that's how you live and survive.
Rough big plans, since i just got graduated.
1. Learn how to drive (and my driving lisence is expired this week, can you believe that)
2. Learn how to drive a motorbike
3. Vacation to lombok and bali
4. Take insentive french course to finish what has been stopped.
5. Going to travel around Australia.
6. Going to China and live there for a year to learn mandarin, chinese calligraphy & painting.
7.... hasnt been planned
Small what to do lists, since i'm so much at home now and feel not doing anything useful.
1. Rearrange my novels alphabetical.
2. Rearrange my dvds and watch them all.
3. Rearrange my cassettes and cds by artists.
4. Cleaning up my room and closets (on progress now).
5. Brushing the swimming pool.
6. Writing an online diary (doing it now).
7. Calling, texting and writing to old friends.
8. Taking care of my body since i had forgotten that i have one when i was doing my final stuff.
9. Making good arranged albums for my whole life time pictures.
10. Watch CNN more.
11. Walking my dogs every afternoon, doing some fitness and swim after that (medley workout).
12. Cleaning up my mailboxes in internet
13. Rearrange folders and files in my computer (after i get anew hard disk)
14. Go to my old house and get my old things in my room there.
15. Cleaning up the dust in my room.
16. Trying the new recipes.
17. Get new cool ps2 games.
18. Learning more about dreamweaver and web design.
19. Making income and outgoing list.
20. Wash my bags and shoes.
21. Designing my business card name (immidiately).
22. Start to learn about gardening (okay this one is too much for me).
23. Fun painting and art things (make only useful, not too big, can be hanged things).
24. Frame my rolling stones poster.
25. Lyrics for MP3.
26. Browsing more useful sites, ex: design sites, gardening sites, chinese sites, music sites, translator sites, sites about dogs, sites about art and artists, gourmet sites, travelling sites, history sites, interesting story sites, tvshow sites and many more you can find everywhere.