22.6.11

I need a trip

I miss being an alien to beautiful places i've never known. Smile to the faces i've never known and try the taste i've never had. Enjoying the excitements and finding so much more than expectations..

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This photo taken on my trip to yunnan back at 2009. Loved the whole trip mostly the spot in this pic, called Shangri-la.

17.6.11

Grow - The Dancing Golden Ladies..


Dancing lady orchid from genus Onicidium, my mama always mentions it as golden shower.
It's one of my favorite sprays.

trying to watercolor.





Yikes it's difficult. How do you people make it seem so easy?

12.5.11

pasta attempt

anyone would let me know what's the difference between dumpling and stuffed pasta?

2.6.09

New World


I never be, a good student. But all teachers love me.

som tum


SOM TUM
AROI MAK MAK

I love som tum.

1.4.09

first of april

a wrongorbitedbrained girl like me should celebrate this day of the year.
but my everyday is april mop anyway.

18.2.09

Sumatra: Paradise Lost?

"Earth Provides enough to satisfy every man's need
but not every man's greed."

- M K Gandhi

stabs as the truth does.

My opinion could change today, but I’m responsible anyway
For second or third hand information
That complicates the complication
And I don’t think before I speak
And I don’t know how far my words reach
So wrong nearly every time, that I’m sorry I speak my mind
If what I said was unkind
Now it feels like I’m on fire
It’s burning the world through
But don’t hold it against me, ‘cuz I know you’re lying, too
Is there any need for apology? There’s no reason to believe me
Judgments born in my jealous mind, creeping inside outside
Connections I’ve made never follow through
And sooner or later disappoint you
Or cross you twice when your back is turned, that’s how I’ve learned
That someone has got to be burned
Now it feels like I’m on fire, these words are not the truth
But don’t hold it against me, ‘cuz I know you’re lying, too
Feels like I’m on fire, it’s burning the world through
Don’t let me fall without someone to hold on to
Someone to hold to, someone to hold on to

By Flaming Lips. Absorbed to the soul on Wednesday, 2.31 am 18th Feb 209

5.1.09

idealistic person

is a person who makes herself to think that she is ideal.

a little sister's function

hmmm.. cant think of one.
a big sister should control on what you do.
a little brother should adores you.
a big brother always protects you.
but what this little sister can do?

i think all she can do is.
to remind you about how important your life is, because she really cant live without you.

20.11.08

2008


I've learned to drive and i drive my own car everyday now
i've done 3 times trip back to lombok and bali after
i took the intensive french course for 3 months before i went to china.
and now i mixed my french with my mandarin, because i did live in china for a year to learn mandarin, chinese calligraphy & painting..

my novels were arranged alphabetical, now its not anymore.
i am addicted to CNN news,
i got myself a new hardisk, it crashed 2 years ago, lost all my mp3s and so many more.
i've had 4 designs of name cards since then,
my cds cassettes and dvds now are alphabetical, and i still havent watched many of it.
framed rolling stones & beatles poster have been there for years.
i've been browsing design sites, chinese sites, music sites, translator sites, sites about dogs, sites about art and artists, gourmet sites, travelling sites, history sites, interesting story sites, tvshow sites and many more you can find everywhere, anything beside dating sites.

i didnt plan to gather friends from all over the world, but i did.
i didnt plan to travel to South East Asia, but i do.
i didnt plan to work for a wildlife conservation NGO, but i am now.

i still want to learn how to ride motorbike
i still want to travel all over australia
i still want to learn more french
i still want to learn more mandarin and chinese arts

dreams always be dreams but that's how you live and survive.
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